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Soul lost in transition between different lifestyles
Confusedboi
23
UWA
likes cars, games, movies, music, chilling with friends
hates doing work, realities of life as you get older

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    calm after the euphoria
    Saturday, February 16, 2008
    so ORD has come and past
    the euphoria of getting back my pink ic
    plus leaving jurong camp and the combat engineers

    celebrating cny as a civillian once again
    catching up with people

    meeting up with platoonmates
    some still in service, others like me newly liberated
    playing boardgames at minds cafe
    thats something new to me
    i never knew boardgames could be so mind boggling

    showed 2 people how my house looks like
    brought them to a nice place to eat
    good food
    good fun and laughter

    v day has come and passed
    nothing special for me
    just silently envious of all those mushy couples
    whom cupids arrow have struck

    its tortorous trying to get 9 plus hours of continous sleep
    cos my body like half awake from bout 7 or 8 am
    but i refuse to get fully awake till 10plus am which is the normal time for me

    legacy of reveille at 0545
    plus breakfast before the sun rises??

    looking back
    the effects of 22 months are going to last for quite some time
    especially the memories
    keep thinking back of those times

    now slowly but surely
    everyones going their seperate ways
    some have a robust plan
    freelance writing, part time tuition, organiser

    others have a found a job already
    rite mr koh

    others are drifting around
    havent found a direction in life
    like myself
    besides driving lessons
    and occasional excercising
    i struggle to make use of time

    if playing arcade games cost a fraction of the current amount now
    i wouldnt mind spending a couple of hours on it daily
    but doing that now would certainly mean blowing 20-30 dollars a day
    now that i cannot sustain

    playing WOW really seems like an attractive deal
    after all u can play for hours on end
    and only pay a subscription fee a month

    i cant find my old red alert2 cd
    i wanna play it again and then play yuris revenge

    in some ways life under the army
    makes things simple for you
    you just obey orders without having to think much of what to do

    now i have to break out of this thinking and get my brain juices working again

    my uni application has been accepted yay!
    course in economics
    at least somethings confirmed

    come july i'll be leaving for aussie
    to start a new chapter of mylife

    until then .........


    12:01:00 PM


    5 more days and the end of one chapter
    Saturday, February 02, 2008
    its hard to believe
    but time is sure passing faster this year

    just yesterday seemed like 2007
    22 months of army life is coming to an end in just a few days

    2months plus in tekong
    19 months in jurong
    of which 17 months with the finalised pl9
    all the way from trainee days to turning ops
    to citi to ndp
    army open house
    ex crescendo in thailand
    endless saikang/ area cleaning
    guard duties

    that im gonna miss pple from my platoon
    thanks for the memories
    for the good times and the bad
    all the joking around, crapping, complaining bout ps/saikang/ex oc/ etc
    in particular a few pple stand out

    mr toh
    when i think about u seriously, u know how to brighten pple as well as irritae the hell out of them
    and stop using my trademark
    others i keep charging u money everytime u use it


    my buddy akira
    yeah i appreciate ur advice u gave me
    u helped me open up more to the others

    yaofeng? lolz thankx for lending a listening ear
    as well as cheering me up mani times when i was done
    bouncing belly lolz


    mr choo
    the intellectual one who says things which hurts ouch
    but yeah u got me thinking a lot too

    general of xaf
    yes without u no comix to depict the sufferings of us conscripts

    kck
    lolz teasing bout ya yet you keep ur cool
    respect
    ritez miss kwang
    nan ren de li liang ,nu ren de mei li
    ( mens strength, female charm) lolz

    hm there are mani others out there who have made an impact
    ugh this sounds so mushy....
    truth is deep down inside
    im a mushy person ........

    STOP LAUGHING OUT PLEASE

    ugh shall stop here first
    after ord then post somemore

    oh yes last tuesday/wednesday was a blast
    kudos to tieren
    u really know ur stuff
    first time travelling all over the east side
    sibei tired but fun man i havent done this sort of thing in my life before..
    yes not even during my skool days

    cny is coming
    that means food food
    hong bao

    and pink ic

    what lies beyond is unknown


    9:23:00 PM